Thursday, February 12, 2009

Trader (Not Traitor) Joe's

** I don't know what it is? I've edited and edited this post so that it's not one gigantic paragraph and nothing works!!! I had it all broken up into profound sections with titles and was really going for effect. And now this post is just -bleh- because it's like reading a monologue. Why can't I fix it?**




So.. my very wonderful boyfriend Adam and my very wonderful (I'm a liar) self have been *drumrolllllll* working out. I know. Me. Working out. I know. I laughed too. I know. I said "Good for me, it'll never last." But we are 3 weeks in and have no plans to stop. Adam has been so cute.








Cute #1:
He attends Master's which happens to have a gym that students can go to. Because he is the chaplain and because he is pretty much amazing all over the school he is able to get me in to the gym.








Cute #2:
Adam spent his time reading through countless articles on what would be the best workout for me to boost my metabolism and shed some pounds.








Cute #3:
He has stayed by my side teaching me and helping me and counting the reps with me as we've used the machines.








Cute #4:
He lets me fill up our cup with diet soda or iced tea when we go out to grab food.








Cute #5:
He's BUFF!! That guy can lift so much weight! And I'm really helpful to him. I've taken up counting for him and it goes like this: "One. Twizzle. Thrizzle. Frizzle. Fizzle. Sizzle. Sezzle. Eizzle. Nizzle. Tizzle."









So it's been good. I'd been mentioning to him that my jeans weren't fitting anymore and that the armholes (sleeves? :)) on all my shirts were squeezing my arm fat. So he has been really encouraging and motivating to my flesh.





NOW..The Disciplines (???) - This is where Trader Joes comes in:





At this point in time I haven't completely given up Dr Pepper. It's my favorite and I hate to say goodbye to such a dear friend. SOOOO in an effort of moderation I am allowing myself a day of rest. On Sunday, I can drink Dr Pepper. As much as I want. Sunday is limited though because I have church all morning and all night. That gives me a Dr P at lunch and a Dr P after night church.



I've also stopped bringing PBnJ to work everyday. Instead I've started making a weekly trek to Trader Joes. They have some great salads there. My favorite would of course be the Caesar, but I won't allow myself the pleasure. That one is 450 calories.


My next favorite though *drumrolllllllllllllll* is the Reduced Fat Greek Salad.










(look I found a measly pic of it online) It is so good! Gives me onion breath but for a filling lunch of 130 calories I will take onion breath. I've also started buying their presliced red apples. I throw 2 major handfuls into a ziploc baggie and they are my midmorning snack and they really hit the spot.





And FINALLY:





After 3 weeks of exercising, eating more healthy, and drinking only about 6 Dr Peppers. I have lost *drumrollllllllllllll*





2 pounds.




(Doesn't being a girl stink? Adam is working out so he can get even more buff and eating enough for 3 grown men. I'm exercising to lose weight and am eating enough for a 4 year old (unless you are ElliSue Richard who is a 3 year old that eats enough for 3 grown men).)






What I've Learned?:



1)Nizzle and Tizzle sound a little bit bad.



2)Diet Pepsi is way better than Diet Coke.



3)What struvite is. Thank you Trader Joe's.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Anna and David's Wedding

There are bunches more that Adam took, but these are the ones he sent me.. so I'm using them!







































Santa Barbara (The Drive and The Food) Pics



















Monday, February 9, 2009

Ode to Pastimes
















On Saturday evening, Adam and I drove to Santa Barbara to attend a wedding. I remember my days of beach camping at Refugio State Beach with Tash and her family and inviting some of the youth group kids to tag along. Those summers on the drive home we would stop at Tinker's and get burgers and a chocolate malt. I hadn't been there in YEARS, but was really wanting to stop by once I found out Adam and I were going to Santa Barbara. So we did! The burgers did NOT disappoint! I did, however, refuse to buy a chocolate malt because a small cost $4.08 plus tax. I thought that was pretty ridiculous.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Obama Interview on Religion

I don't post this as a way to say "Obama is not a Christian." or as a way for people to comment at the end with some typical typed note saying "This is scary." or "I fear for what is to come." I'm tired of hearing that.. instead offer some wisdom or some insight or some applicable scripture.. things along those lines..

I post this simply so people can read exactly what Obama, himself, has to say about religion. I post this as a way for us try to understand him. And as a way for us to prepare for the things that lie ahead. I think this is a great resource that gives us a glimpse into Obama's heart and head. And I think that this really is an insightful preface to the journey he will take America on.

(There is also a link for a free audio download for her, Cathleen Falsani's, lateset book. I haven't checked it out yet, so I'm not endorsing it until I know what it says.)

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Obama's Fascinating Interview with Cathleen Falsani
Tuesday November 11, 2008
The most detailed and fascinating explication of Barack Obama's faith came in a 2004 interview he gave Chicago Sun Times columnist Cathleen Falsani when he was running for U.S. Senate in Illinois. The column she wrote about the interview has been quoted and misquoted many times over, but she'd never before published the full transcript in a major publication.

Because of how controversial that interview became, Falsani has graciously allowed us to print the full conversation here.


Falsani is one of the most gifted interviewers on matters of Faith, and has recently published an outstanding memoir called Sin Boldly: A Field Guide for Grace. To get a free download of the audio book, click here.

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At 3:30 p.m. on Saturday, March 27, 2004, when I was the religion reporter (I am now its religion columnist) at the Chicago Sun-Times, I met then-State Sen. Barack Obama at Café Baci, a small coffee joint at 330 S. Michigan Avenue in Chicago, to interview him exclusively about his spirituality. Our conversation took place a few days after he'd clinched the Democratic nomination for the U.S. Senate seat that he eventually won. We spoke for more than an hour. He came alone. He answered everything I asked without notes or hesitation. The profile of Obama that grew from the interview at Cafe Baci became the first in a series in the Sun-Times called "The God Factor," that eventually became my first book, The God Factor: Inside the Spiritual Lives of Public People (FSG, March 2006.) Because of the staggering interest in now President-Elect Obama's faith and spiritual predilections, I thought it might be helpful to share that interivew, uncut and in its entirety, here.
--Cathleen Falsani

Interview with State Sen. Barack Obama
3:30 p.m., Saturday March 27
Café Baci, 330 S. Michigan Avenue

Me: decaf
He: alone, on time, grabs a Naked juice protein shake


FALSANI:
What do you believe?

OBAMA:
I am a Christian.

So, I have a deep faith. So I draw from the Christian faith.

On the other hand, I was born in Hawaii where obviously there are a lot of Eastern influences.

I lived in Indonesia, the largest Muslim country in the world, between the ages of six and 10.

My father was from Kenya, and although he was probably most accurately labeled an agnostic, his father was Muslim.

And I'd say, probably, intellectually I've drawn as much from Judaism as any other faith.

(A patron stops and says, "Congratulations," shakes his hand. "Thank you very much. I appreciate that. Thank you.")

So, I'm rooted in the Christian tradition. I believe that there are many paths to the same place, and that is a belief that there is a higher power, a belief that we are connected as a people. That there are values that transcend race or culture, that move us forward, and there's an obligation for all of us individually as well as collectively to take responsibility to make those values lived.

And so, part of my project in life was probably to spend the first 40 years of my life figuring out what I did believe - I'm 42 now - and it's not that I had it all completely worked out, but I'm spending a lot of time now trying to apply what I believe and trying to live up to those values.


FALSANI:
Have you always been a Christian?



OBAMA:
I was raised more by my mother and my mother was Christian.

FALSANI:
Any particular flavor?

OBAMA:
No.

My grandparents who were from small towns in Kansas. My grandmother was Methodist. My grandfather was Baptist. This was at a time when I think the Methodists felt slightly superior to the Baptists. And by the time I was born, they were, I think, my grandparents had joined a Universalist church.

So, my mother, who I think had as much influence on my values as anybody, was not someone who wore her religion on her sleeve. We'd go to church for Easter. She wasn't a church lady.

As I said, we moved to Indonesia. She remarried an Indonesian who wasn't particularly, he wasn't a practicing Muslim. I went to a Catholic school in a Muslim country. So I was studying the Bible and catechisms by day, and at night you'd hear the prayer call.

So I don't think as a child we were, or I had a structured religious education. But my mother was deeply spiritual person, and would spend a lot of time talking about values and give me books about the world's religions, and talk to me about them. And I think always, her view always was that underlying these religions were a common set of beliefs about how you treat other people and how you aspire to act, not just for yourself but also for the greater good.

And, so that, I think, was what I carried with me through college. I probably didn't get started getting active in church activities until I moved to Chicago.

The way I came to Chicago in 1985 was that I was interested in community organizing and I was inspired by the Civil Rights movement. And the idea that ordinary people could do extraordinary things. And there was a group of churches out on the South Side of Chicago that had come together to form an organization to try to deal with the devastation of steel plants that had closed. And didn't have much money, but felt that if they formed an organization and hired somebody to organize them to work on issues that affected their community, that it would strengthen the church and also strengthen the community.

So they hired me, for $13,000 a year. The princely sum. And I drove out here and I didn't know anybody and started working with both the ministers and the lay people in these churches on issues like creating job training programs, or afterschool programs for youth, or making sure that city services were fairly allocated to underserved communites.

This would be in Roseland, West Pullman, Altgeld Gardens, far South Side working class and lower income communities.

And it was in those places where I think what had been more of an intellectual view of religion deepened because I'd be spending an enormous amount of time with church ladies, sort of surrogate mothers and fathers and everybody I was working with was 50 or 55 or 60, and here I was a 23-year-old kid running around.

I became much more familiar with the ongoing tradition of the historic black church and it's importance in the community.

And the power of that culture to give people strength in very difficult circumstances, and the power of that church to give people courage against great odds. And it moved me deeply.

So that, one of the churches I met, or one of the churches that I became involved in was Trinity United Church of Christ. And the pastor there, Jeremiah Wright, became a good friend. So I joined that church and committed myself to Christ in that church.


FALSANI:
Did you actually go up for an altar call?

OBAMA:
Yes. Absolutely.

It was a daytime service, during a daytime service. And it was a powerful moment. Because, it was powerful for me because it not only confirmed my faith, it not only gave shape to my faith, but I think, also, allowed me to connect the work I had been pursuing with my faith.

FALSANI:
How long ago?

OBAMA:
16, 17 years ago. 1987 or 88

FALSANI:
So you got yourself born again?

OBAMA:
Yeah, although I don't, I retain from my childhood and my experiences growing up a suspicion of dogma. And I'm not somebody who is always comfortable with language that implies I've got a monopoly on the truth, or that my faith is automatically transferable to others.

I'm a big believer in tolerance. I think that religion at it's best comes with a big dose of doubt. I'm suspicious of too much certainty in the pursuit of understanding just because I think people are limited in their understanding.

I think that, particularly as somebody who's now in the public realm and is a student of what brings people together and what drives them apart, there's an enormous amount of damage done around the world in the name of religion and certainty.

FALSANI
Do you still attend Trinity?

OBAMA:
Yep. Every week. 11 oclock service.

Ever been there? Good service.

I actually wrote a book called Dreams from My Father, it's kind of a meditation on race. There's a whole chapter on the church in that, and my first visits to Trinity.

FALSANI:
Do you pray often?

OBAMA:
Uh, yeah, I guess I do.

Its' not formal, me getting on my knees. I think I have an ongoing conversation with God. I think throughout the day, I'm constantly asking myself questions about what I'm doing, why am I doing it.

One of the interesting things about being in public life is there are constantly these pressures being placed on you from different sides. To be effective, you have to be able to listen to a variety of points of view, synthesize viewpoints. You also have to know when to be just a strong advocate, and push back against certain people or views that you think aren't right or don't serve your constituents.

And so, the biggest challenge, I think, is always maintaining your moral compass. Those are the conversations I'm having internally. I'm measuring my actions against that inner voice that for me at least is audible, is active, it tells me where I think I'm on track and where I think I'm off track.

It's interesting particularly now after this election, comes with it a lot of celebrity. And I always think of politics as having two sides. There's a vanity aspect to politics, and then there's a substantive part of politics. Now you need some sizzle with the steak to be effective, but I think it's easy to get swept up in the vanity side of it, the desire to be liked and recognized and important. It's important for me throughout the day to measure and to take stock and to say, now, am I doing this because I think it's advantageous to me politically, or because I think it's the right thing to do? Am I doing this to get my name in the papers or am I doing this because it's necessary to accomplish my motives.

FALSANI:
Checking for altruism?

OBAMA:
Yeah. I mean, something like it.

Looking for, ... It's interesting, the most powerful political moments for me come when I feel like my actions are aligned with a certain truth. I can feel it. When I'm talking to a group and I'm saying something truthful, I can feel a power that comes out of those statements that is different than when I'm just being glib or clever.

FALSANI:
What's that power? Is it the holy spirit? God?

OBAMA:
Well, I think it's the power of the recognition of God, or the recognition of a larger truth that is being shared between me and an audience.

That's something you learn watching ministers, quite a bit. What they call the Holy Spirit. They want the Holy Spirit to come down before they're preaching, right? Not to try to intellectualize it but what I see is there are moments that happen within a sermon where the minister gets out of his ego and is speaking from a deeper source. And it's powerful.

There are also times when you can see the ego getting in the way. Where the minister is performing and clearly straining for applause or an Amen. And those are distinct moments. I think those former moments are sacred.

FALSANI:
Who's Jesus to you?

(He laughs nervously)

OBAMA:
Right.

Jesus is an historical figure for me, and he's also a bridge between God and man, in the Christian faith, and one that I think is powerful precisely because he serves as that means of us reaching something higher.

And he's also a wonderful teacher. I think it's important for all of us, of whatever faith, to have teachers in the flesh and also teachers in history.

FALSANI:
Is Jesus someone who you feel you have a regular connection with now, a personal connection with in your life?

OBAMA:
Yeah. Yes. I think some of the things I talked about earlier are addressed through, are channeled through my Christian faith and a personal relationship with Jesus Christ.

FALSANI:
Have you read the bible?

OBAMA:
Absolutely.

I read it not as regularly as I would like. These days I don't have much time for reading or reflection, period.

FALSANI:
Do you try to take some time for whatever, meditation prayer reading?

OBAMA:
I'll be honest with you, I used to all the time, in a fairly disciplined way. But during the course of this campaign, I don't. And I probably need to and would like to, but that's where that internal monologue, or dialogue I think supplants my opportunity to read and reflect in a structured way these days.

It's much more sort of as I'm going through the day trying to take stock and take a moment here and a moment there to take stock, why am I here, how does this connect with a larger sense of purpose.

FALSANI:
Do you have people in your life that you look to for guidance?

OBAMA:
Well, my pastor [Jeremiah Wright] is certainly someone who I have an enormous amount of respect for.

I have a number of friends who are ministers. Reverend Meeks is a close friend and colleague of mine in the state Senate. Father Michael Pfleger is a dear friend, and somebody I interact with closely.

FALSANI:
Those two will keep you on your toes.

OBAMA:
And theyr'e good friends. Because both of them are in the public eye, there are ways we can all reflect on what's happening to each of us in ways that are useful.

I think they can help me, they can appreciate certain specific challenges that I go through as a public figure.

FALSANI:
Jack Ryan [Obama's Republican opponent in the U.S. Senate race at the time] said talking about your faith is frought with peril for a public figure.

OBAMA:
Which is why you generally will not see me spending a lot of time talking about it on the stump.

Alongside my own deep personal faith, I am a follower, as well, of our civic religion. I am a big believer in the separation of church and state. I am a big believer in our constitutional structure. I mean, I'm a law professor at the University of Chicago teaching constitutional law. I am a great admirer of our founding charter, and its resolve to prevent theocracies from forming, and its resolve to prevent disruptive strains of fundamentalism from taking root ion this country.

As I said before, in my own public policy, I'm very suspicious of religious certainty expressing itself in politics.

Now, that's different form a belief that values have to inform our public policy. I think it's perfectly consistent to say that I want my government to be operating for all faiths and all peoples, including atheists and agnostics, while also insisting that there are values tha tinform my politics that are appropriate to talk about.

A standard line in my stump speech during this campaign is that my politics are informed by a belief that we're all connected. That if there's a child on the South Side of Chicago that can't read, that makes a difference in my life even if it's not my own child. If there's a senior citizen in downstate Illinois that's struggling to pay for their medicine and having to chose between medicine and the rent, that makes my life poorer even if it's not my grandparent. And if there's an Arab American family that's being rounded up by John Ashcroft without the benefit of due process, that threatens my civil liberties.

I can give religious expression to that. I am my brother's keeper, I am my sister's keeper, we are all children of God. Or I can express it in secular terms. But the basic premise remains the same. I think sometimes Democrats have made the mistake of shying away from a conversation about values for fear that they sacrifice the important value of tolerance. And I don't think those two things are mutually exclusive.

FALSANI:
Do you think it's wrong for people to want to know about a civic leader's spirituality?

OBAMA:
I don't' think it's wrong. I think that political leaders are subject to all sorts of vetting by the public, and this can be a component of that.

I think that I am disturbed by, let me put it this way: I think there is an enormous danger on the part of public figures to rationalize or justify their actions by claiming God's mandate.

I think there is this tendency that I don't think is healthy for public figures to wear religion on their sleeve as a means to insulate themselves from criticism, or dialogue with people who disagree with them.

FALSANI:
The conversation stopper, when you say you're a Christian and leave it at that.

OBAMA:
Where do you move forward with that?

This is something that I'm sure I'd have serious debates with my fellow Christians about. I think that the difficult thing about any religion, including Christianity, is that at some level there is a call to evangelize and prostelytize. There's the belief, certainly in some quarters, that people haven't embraced Jesus Christ as their personal savior that they're going to hell.

FALSANI:
You don't believe that?

OBAMA:
I find it hard to believe that my God would consign four-fifths of the world to hell.

I can't imagine that my God would allow some little Hindu kid in India who never interacts with the Christian faith to somehow burn for all eternity.

That's just not part of my religious makeup.

Part of the reason I think it's always difficult for public figures to talk about this is that the nature of politics is that you want to have everybody like you and project the best possible traits onto you. Oftentimes that's by being as vague as possible, or appealing to the lowest commong denominators. The more specific and detailed you are on issues as personal and fundamental as your faith, the more potentially dangerous it is.

FALSANI:
Do you ever have people who know you're a Christian question a particular stance you take on an issue, how can you be a Christian and ...

OBAMA:
Like the right to choose.

I haven't been challenged in those direct ways. And to that extent, I give the public a lot of credit. I'm always stuck by how much common sense the American people have. They get confused sometimes, watch FoxNews or listen to talk radio. That's dangerous sometimes. But generally, Americans are tolerant and I think recognize that faith is a personal thing, and they may feel very strongly about an issue like abortion or gay marriage, but if they discuss it with me as an elected official they will discuss it with me in those terms and not, say, as 'you call yourself a Christian.' I cannot recall that ever happening.

FALSANI:
Do you get questions about your faith?

OBAMA:
Obviously as an African American politician rooted in the African American community, I spend a lot of time in the black church. I have no qualms in those settings in participating fully in those services and celebrating my God in that wonderful community that is the black church.

(he pauses)
But I also try to be . . . Rarely in those settings do people come up to me and say, what are your beliefs. They are going to presume, and rightly so. Although they may presume a set of doctrines that I subscribe to that I don't necessarily subscribe to.

But I don't think that's unique to me. I think that each of us when we walk into our church or mosque or synagogue are interpreting that experience in different ways, are reading scriptures in different ways and are arriving at our own understanding at different ways and in different phases.

I don't know a healthy congregation or an effective minister who doesn't recognize that.

If all it took was someone proclaiming I believe Jesus Christ and that he died for my sins, and that was all there was to it, people wouldn't have to keep coming to church, would they.

FALSANI:
Do you believe in heaven?

OBAMA:
Do I believe in the harps and clouds and wings?

FALSANI:
A place spiritually you go to after you die?

OBAMA:
What I believe in is that if I live my life as well as I can, that I will be rewarded. I don't presume to have knowledge of what happens after I die. But I feel very strongly that whether the reward is in the here and now or in the hereafter, the aligning myself to my faith and my values is a good thing.

When I tuck in my daughters at night and I feel like I've been a good father to them, and I see in them that I am transferring values that I got from my mother and that they're kind people and that they're honest people, and they're curious people, that's a little piece of heaven.

FALSANI:
Do you believe in sin?

OBAMA:
Yes.

FALSANI:
What is sin?

OBAMA:
Being out of alignment with my values.

FALSANI:
What happens if you have sin in your life?

OBAMA:
I think it's the same thing as the question about heaven. In the same way that if I'm true to myself and my faith that that is its own reward, when I'm not true to it, it's its own punishment.

FALSANI:
Where do you find spiritual inspiration? Music, nature, literature, people, a conduit you plug into?

OBAMA:
There are so many.

Nothing is more powerful than the black church experience. A good choir and a good sermon in the black church, it's pretty hard not to be move and be transported.

I can be transported by watching a good performance of Hamlet, or reading Toni Morrison's Song of Solomon, or listening to Miles Davis.

FALSANI:
Is there something that you go back to as a touchstone, a book, a particular piece of music, a place ...

OBAMA:
As I said before, in my own sort of mental library, the Civil Rights movement has a powerful hold on me. It's a point in time where I think heaven and earth meet. Because it's a moment in which a collective faith transforms everything. So when I read Gandhi or I read King or I read certain passages of Abraham Lincoln and I think about those times where people's values are tested, I think those inspire me.

FALSANI:
What are you doing when you feel the most centered, the most aligned spiritually?

OBAMA:
I think I already described it. It's when I'm being true to myself. And that can happen in me making a speech or it can happen in me playing with my kids, or it can happen in a small interaction with a security guard in a building when I'm recognizing them and exchanging a good word.

FALSANI:
Is there someone you would look to as an example of how not to do it?

OBAMA:
Bin Laden.

(grins broadly)

FALSANI:
... An example of a role model, who combined everything you said you want to do in your life, and your faith?

OBAMA:
I think Gandhi is a great example of a profoundly spiritual man who acted and risked everything on behalf of those values but never slipped into intolerance or dogma. He seemed to always maintain an air of doubt about him.

I think Dr. King, and Lincoln. Those three are good examples for me of people who applied their faith to a larger canvas without allowing that faith to metasticize into something that is hurtful.

FALSANI:
Can we go back to that morning service in 1987 or 88 -- when you have a moment that you can go back to that as an epiphany...

OBAMA:
It wasn't an epiphany.

It was much more of a gradual process for me. I know there are some people who fall out. Which is wonderful. God bless them. For me it was probably because there is a certain self-consciousness that I possess as somebody with probably too much book learning, and also a very polyglot background.

FALSANI:
It wasn't like a moment where you finally got it? It was a symbol of that decision?

OBAMA:
Exactly. I think it was just a moment to certify or publicly affirm a growing faith in me.

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Cathleen Falsani is author of Sin Boldly: A Field Guide for Grace. To get a free download of the audio book, click here.


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Monday, February 2, 2009

CyberGold

I just stumbled on this site that lists 100 Christian Women blogs. I thought it was probably a pretty good resource and thought I'd pass it along. I haven't check any of them out yet, but it seems legit.

Friday, January 30, 2009

It Seems

It seems that Sanctity of Human Life is attributed to fetuses, but what about all of humanity? I'm not raising an argument I am only pointing out that the sacredness and respect of human life is disappearing.

Monday, January 26, 2009

In Light of Abortion.. #2

There is also a great site Abort73

On January 21 I got this email from them.
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At about 10:00pm Saturday night (CST), roughly 60 hours before President Obama was sworn into office, the new Abort73.com went live. If you've read my accompanying blog, you know that the launch was bittersweet for me. After more than a year of steady development, I'm thrilled that the new Abort73 is finally up. At the same time, there is still much more to add, and we've had to leave some sections temporarily redirecting to the old site. I would have loved for everything to be finished before we pulled the trigger, but this is too important a moment in history to let the launch slip back any further.
Tomorrow marks the 36th anniversary of Roe vs. Wade, the Supreme Court decision that struck down all prior prohibitions against abortion. Every year, January 22 is the center of the abortion calendar. This is when abortion gets the most attention on the national level. Yesterday, the first African-American president in the history of the United States was sworn into office. Tragically, President Obama seems more committed to the institution of abortion – an institution that has utterly decimated the African-American population – than any other president in our history. What does all this mean for the future of abortion in the U.S.? I honestly don't know, but I do know that efforts to educate this nation about abortion have never been more timely.
The fact is, presidents can generally only impact abortion on the fringes. Eight years of a president who supported abortion, followed by eight years of a president who opposed abortion, changed very little. We hear the importance of getting the right justices on the bench, but history has shown us that the ideology of the judge doesn't always match the ideology of the appointing president. And even when Roe is finally overturned, abortion would still be legal in most states. There is simply no easy executive or judicial fix, which is why Abort73 has and continues to throw all our weight into education. So long as the majority of Americans fail to grasp the barbarity of abortion, the laws of this land will never change. But as soon as that tipping point is reached, when hidden and abstract injustice becomes real to enough people, that's when victory will come, no matter who the president is!
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I've ordered a couple of their shirts. They offer flex pricing. Which is really cool, I think. They are an educational site filled with resources for us to share. It's a great tool. At least file it in your brain so you can pull info from it if you ever need to.

In Light of Abortion..

These 2 Articles are from John Piper's blog. www.desiringgod.org/blog
There is a disclaimer at the end of his articles saying feel free to reproduce and distribute the info and if you use it online post a link so I will do that for him. But I found both of these today and I thought they were good. He's got several recent articles on the blog that discuss abortion. Check it out if you have time.

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The Baby in My Womb Leaped for Joy
January 26, 2009 | By: David Mathis
Category: DG Resources

This week's sermon: "The Baby in My Womb Leaped for Joy"

Human life is a magnificent gift. No other beings in the universe continue to originate in God's image and live forever.

Despite the deceit and blindness in the world, the Christian church, throughout her history, has recognized the sanctity of human life. But the authority is not merely tradition but texts, like Job 1 and Psalm 139, which teach that it is God's prerogative to give and take life and it is God who knits persons together in the womb.

Luke 1 gives us a glimpse into the womb—and a glimpse into the inspired author's assumptions. Luke uses the word "baby" to denote not only the post-born Jesus in the manger (2:16) but also the preborn John in the womb (Luke 1:41, 44). Luke also notes that the preborn John was "filled with the Holy Spirit," a reality which the Bible only ascribes to persons.

The assumption is that the baby in the womb is a person. And the implication is that human life in the womb should be protected. The church's Savior didn't have to wait for birth to become a person; he was "Son of God" and "Lord" from conception.

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Fifteen Pro-Life Truths to Speak
By John Piper January 24, 2003



"You will know the truth and the truth will set you free." - Jesus Christ

1. Existing fetal homicide laws make a man guilty of manslaughter if he kills the baby in a mother's womb (except in the case of abortion).

2. Fetal surgery is performed on babies in the womb to save them while another child the same age is being legally destroyed.

3. Babies can sometimes survive on their own at 23 or 24 weeks, but abortion is legal beyond this limit.

4. Living on its own is not the criterion of human personhood, as we know from the use of respirators and dialysis.

5. Size is irrelevant to human personhood, as we know from the difference between a one-week-old and a six-year-old.

6. Developed reasoning powers are not the criterion of personhood, as we know from the capacities of three-month-old babies.

7. Infants in the womb are human beings scientifically by virtue of their genetic make up.

8. Ultrasound has given a stunning window on the womb that shows the unborn at eight weeks sucking his thumb, recoiling from pricking, responding to sound. All the organs are present, the brain is functioning, the heart is pumping, the liver is making blood cells, the kidneys are cleaning fluids, and there is a fingerprint. Virtually all abortions happen later than this date.

9. Justice dictates that when two legitimate rights conflict, the limitation of rights that does the least harm is the most just. Bearing a child for adoption does less harm than killing him.

10. Justice dictates that when either of two people must be inconvenienced or hurt to alleviate their united predicament, the one who bore the greater responsibility for the predicament should bear more of the inconvenience or hurt to alleviate it.

11. Justice dictates that a person may not coerce harm on another person by threatening voluntary harm on themselves.

12. The outcast and the disadvantaged and exploited are to be cared for in a special way, especially those with no voice of their own.

13. What is happening in the womb is the unique person-nurturing work of God, who alone has the right to give and take life.

14. There are countless clinics that offer life and hope to both mother and child (and father and parents), with care of every kind lovingly provided by people who will meet every need they can.

15.Jesus Christ can forgive all sins, and will give all who trusts him the help they need to do everything that life requires.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Inaugural Quartet

Pre Recorded. Understandable.

Excited

Tonight:


Anna and David:







and





Adam and I:






are going to







The Hat:





for








Dinner:

Rain

Since it's raining today. I'm reminded of a SheDaisy Chorus. I love the words.
Oh I wish I were the rain
Chorus:
'Cause it can fall as hard as it wants to
Gingerly drip down a lover's face
Cry for hours and weeks on end and never
Feel a bit out of place
It can feed a field
Put out a fire
And never feel the pain
Oh I wish I were the rain

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

In the Office

Someone put a coke in the freezer and left it in there overnight. This morning it was pooled in the freezer and running down into the fridge.

We have a printer that is malfunctioning and everytime it prints it goes WHHAAAA WHAAAAAHE WHAAAAT WHAWHA EEEEEEEEEEEEET. It's really great listening to it.

I currently have a receipt sitting on my desk that is stained with dried tobacco spit. C has me keep track of his PCard and so he gives me all his receipts. That one he accidentally threw in the trash where it was promptly spat upon. I keep meaning to bring a ziploc bag to store it in, but I keep forgetting.

I splashed choc milk on my light blue shirt when I was driving to work this morning. Soooo I buttoned my sweater over it. R said "What is that, a new style?" I said "No, I spilled on my shirt so I'm covering it up." The supervisor came over and was really nice and said "How far do you live?" I said "20 minutes." He said "If it was me, I would just run home and change my shirt. If I was you I would just run home and change. We aren't busy this morning and there are no inbounds scheduled." So I got to go home and change and stain stick my shirt! Wasn't that nice?

The Ghostbusters Theme Song is playing??? Why? I also heard The Little Drummer Boy earlier???

How many overweight middle aged stinky techs does it take to work on a Motherboard that they ruined last week?

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

5 Months of Adam



Today is month number 5 that I’ve been Adam Howard’s girlfriend. I don’t know who reads my blog (Hi people) but I’ll just share a bit about him.





Facts:
Adam is a student at Master’s.
He’s a 4th year Junior majoring in Biblical Studies.
He recently turned 22 (so I follow typical Ashley tradition).
He grew up in Orange County with his mom and dad and he has 3 older brothers and 1 older sister.
He got saved when he was 19 and would tell you he has lived a radically changed life from that point.
He is currently working 3 part time jobs.
1. ASB Chaplain of the Master’s College
2. Chapel Tear Down Crew
3. PR/Marketing Rep for Embroid Me…
Adam plans on planting a church in Boulder, Colorado in the next few years.

Truths:
Adam has quickly become the love of my life. He loves the Lord and pursues the Lord in ways that far surpass my own pursuits. The Lord has gifted him with being able to teach (he has other giftings as well, but I will write about those later) and so Adam has a very broad understanding of scripture and is always able to help me and guide me into understanding and applying it to scenarios of life. He has been patient and loving yet confrontational with me as I’ve sinned. I’ve hurt him many times over in the past 5 months but he has held no bitterness towards me. He is so gentle with me and affirms me in many ways that I lack confidence in. He desires to just love me and provide for me and pursue me and is working those things into his everyday life. He swooped in and uprooted me from my routine and overturned my schedules and has been so great for me. He brings me the Word and he prays with me and encourages my heart deep down. We laugh together and enjoy being together. It’s been a great match and a great bond.

Adam moved up here a year and a half ago to attend The Master’s College. Over the summer he lived in an apartment with several (like 4 or 5) guys who all attend Placerita. In the Summer, Placerita hosts Summerfest. Since all of Adam’s roommates were going to this Summerfest thing he decided to come check it out. I play the violin every Sunday night. Adam saw me playing that very violin one Sunday in July. He started praying about me. He started asking friends about me. He gradually worked info out of friends and found my blog. He spent a month pursuing me and praying about me and getting advice from his dad. Adam knew about my divorce before he even introduced himself. One Sunday night when I was over talking to Lisa, Adam came over and introduced himself. The next day I had a Facebook email waiting for me. I wrote him back. He responded. So did I. We hit it off quickly and my friend Susan Isaac told me Adam was a great guy and that she highly respected him. Coming from Susan – that is HUGE. So Adam and I started talking a bit more. We eventually went out on a coffee date and talked for 2 hours with no awkwardness before I had to dash to Sylmar to give violin lessons. After that we talked on the phone a couple times then met one night, went for a walk and ‘DTR’ed. That was August 20th.

I think the thing Adam and I have seen to be the most encouraging in our relationship is the way the Lord has answered the prayers we have prayed together or for each other. Those prayers have brought out a lot of sin and a lot of necessary growth in light of that. These’ve been some hard months but really sanctifying. And that is a blessing of this relationship. It hasn’t been all hard and trial filled though. We’ve had some good times and some fun adventures.

We’ve already accomplished one of my dreams which is: To write a song! We pulled the words straight out of Psalm 145 and wrote a song in just a few hours.
We’ve traveled to Kyle, Texas where we spent Thanksgiving with Adam’s folks.



















We’ve traveled to Orange County where we played on Adam’s brothers worship team one Sunday morning, followed by a brief dinner with the Pope.
We’ve started a journal that we keep together where we chronicle things of our relationship that we don’t want to forget about/what we’ve learned/what we’ve prayed for.
We’ve finished one semester as a couple. And are beginning our second. (It’s like I’m back in school)
We’ve laughed and I’ve cried. Maybe Adam has cried too. I know he has come close.
We’ve watched Fireproof and Benjamin Buttons.

We’ve celebrated our birthdays and Christmas and New Year.












It’s been a good season. Full of growth. Full of richness. Full of profit. Full of blessing.

We’re gonna keep going.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Did You Know?

There is wood in ice cream?



I was reading through my 'On Board' Paperwork from W and I got to this:
1. WE LOVE ICE CREAM … Because it tastes good, of course. But also because it contains cellulose (wood) fiber. As do countless other products that might surprise you — toothpaste, photographic film and insulation, to name a few. For more than a century, W has developed leading expertise that unlocks the potential within every tree to help create solutions for people and the plant — from diapers to homes. The best part? Trees grow back. We’re proud to be making the most of this remarkable gift from nature — today, and for centuries to come.

Cellulose fiber is wood. So start looking at your ingredient labels and see how much wood you are eating everyday. The average American eats 14-15 grams but we should have 20-35grams. Check out this quick read about wood fiber in your diet.



I will post about mud next.

Celestial Follow Up

Adam and I were able to see the 3 planets all at once. It was so COOL!

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Celestial New Year's Eve

Read this:

Celestial Show Set for New Year's Eve

Editorial Director
SPACE.com robert Roy Britt
editorial Director
space.com – Tue Dec 30, 11:47 am ETA delightful display of planets and the moon will occur on New Year's Eve for anyone wishing to step outside and look up just after sunset.


Venus, brighter than all other planets and stars, will dangle just below the thin crescent moon in the southwestern sky. It'll be visible -- impossible to miss, in fact -- just as the sun goes down, assuming skies are cloud-free.


Soon thereafter, Mercury and Jupiter will show up hugging the south-southwestern horizon (just above where the sun went down) and extremely close to each other. Jupiter is very bright and easy to spot; Mercury is faint and harder to see, but it'll be apparent by its location just to the left of Jupiter.


Jupiter and Mercury will set less than an hour after the sun, so timing your viewing just after sunset is crucial. You'll also need a location with a clear view of the western horizon, unobstructed by buildings, trees or mountains.


All the planets, along with the moon and sun, traverse an arc across our sky called the ecliptic, which corresponds to the plane in space that they all roughly share. For this reason, you could draw an imaginary line from the general location of Venus and the moon, down through the other two planets, and the line would point to where the sun went down. This line could also initially help you find Jupiter and Mercury.


Weather permitting, you can get a preview of the sky show on Tuesday, Dec. 30. On this evening, the planets will be in nearly the same place they'll be on Dec. 31, but the moon will be midway between Venus and the Mercury-Jupiter pairing.


One last trick:


Venus is so bright you can see it during daylight if you know where to look. Given Venus' proximity to the moon on New Year's Eve, this would be an excellent moment -- just before sunset -- to use the moon to help you find Venus and gain bragging rights for being one of the few people to be able to claim seeing more than one planet during the daytime (Earth being the other one).

http://news.yahoo.com/s/space/20081230/sc_space/celestialshowsetfornewyearseve

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Penguin Baseball

Click the guy and the penguin will drop then click again to take a swing. =)

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Official

So today I officially signed all the paperwork and am no longer a TEMP! My life is no longer my own.

Monday, December 22, 2008

In the Office

Someone has hooked up their iPod to the speakers and I just heard the Batman TV theme song and now the full Gilligan's Isle song is playing. Why? Why me *inserts earphones and turns up CHRISTMAS MUSIC**??

Friday, December 19, 2008

Christmas Music

I feel like I'm missing out on Christmas and I dont like it.. and it's not my fault so don't think this is a post about being too busy.

In my life this year there has been a serious lack of Christmas music. I've reached the point in my adult days that I can no longer wait until Thanksgiving to play Christmas music. So normally in October I bust out my favorite CDs and start playing them. However:

1. Work
2. Church
3. Eateries and shopperies

1. Until just 3 days ago we had a Christmas Grinch in our office who would NOT put Christmas music on. It's December. It's freezing outside. We have a Christmas tree up and shining in the office. But NO Christmas music anywhere. It started becoming a battle. The minute the gentleman who handles the music would step out of the office or go to lunch, a lovely co-worker would intervene with Christmas music, but the minute she left we were back to Lifehouse or Coldplay or Eagles.. .all very good music. But I can hear that 340 other days of the year. So what did I do? I brought in my own Christmas CDs and listened to them at my computer with my little earphones. What did that accomplish? A little bit. I got to listen to Christmas music. But the minute I had to move or get up it was back to Dave Matthew's or Colbie Callait or Queen .. all good music, just not fitting the mooooood. I began to resent the guy in control of the music who was really not supposed to be in control of the music. I began to feel really bad for my coworkers. I could listen to my personal Christmas music and even then it was interrupted. But Christmas is not a personal holiday and deserves to not be interrupted! So I had been working on mustering up some courage to confront this person. Couldn't do it. I didn't want the one co-worker who stepped up everytime to be left alone in her endeavors. I had planned on marching over to the gentleman and saying HEY! Give me Christmas or I die! But I know he doesn't work that way. If I challenged him he would become angry. So I waited. Several times I began an email to him, but I had to wait until my heart was more right and to make sure I could really phrase things kindly. Eventually, Tuesday I sent him an email. And mooooooooooostly since then we've had Christmas music. Still heard some Lifehouse yesterday and some Coldplay this morning. But at least I know my coworkers and I are cheered by the fact that we are hearing Christmas music after it was a bit of a battle to get it going and that we get to hear it for the few days before Christmas comes.

2. Our worship pastor at church whom I love and am thankful for and who does great work. Has refused and deprived the church of singing Christmas songs these past 2 Sundays at church. Mom sent him an email to find out what was going on and he stated that most Christmas songs words weren't what he was looking for in quality/standard that he chooses for the church and so he has avoided them. I wasn't sure what to think of that? My first response was that after coming through my divorce and it officially taking place at Christmas time I had worshipped to Christmas music over the past 2 years like never ever ever before. All those lines that you memorize when you are 4 and sing over and over and over every year had never been truly discovered or appreciated by me until just 2 years ago. So to say that Christmas music isn't worshipful - or at the least that there are just a few songs that are - hurt my heart a bit. I understand his desires and his approach and his goals.. just not sure that I really agree with him on this. Especially in light of Christmas music having a general lack this year.

3. When eating out or in retail stores. To me (- though I haven't paid attention at every place -) I am just not hearing Christmas music. I asked today at a local BBQ place why they weren't playing Christmas music and the guy just glazed right over the question basically stating that he had no idea why.

Sidenote: Everything says Happy Holidays. It's amazing that that only took like 3 years to reach full effect.

You know that song Where Are You Christmas? by Faith Hill? I don't really like that song.. but the title is reallly true this year. 'Where are you Christmas? Why can't I find you?' Christmas is disappearing. There are many responsible for that, but we need to speak up so that we literally don't have to one day wake up and wonder where Christmas went.

Can you guys (who don't read my blog anymore) comment with some lines from Christmas songs that you find to be worshipful? Let's see what we can find.

I'll start it off:

O Come, O Come Emmanuel:
O come, thou rod of Jesse, free,
Thine own from satan's tyranny;
From depths of hell thy people save,
And give them vict'ry o'er the grave

Oh, come, Desire of nations, bind
In one the hearts of all mankind;
Oh, bid our sad divisions cease,
And be yourself our King of Peace.
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel
Shall come to you, O Israel!

O come, Thou Wisdom, from on high,
and order all things far and nigh;
to us the path of knowledge show,
and teach us in her ways to go.

http://www.liturgy.co.nz/reflection/oantiphons.html - straight scripture for the verses of O Come O Come Emmanuel

Thursday, December 18, 2008

12 Days of Gifts


Costs: $86,000 dollars.

THE TWELVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS
On the Twelfth Day of Christmas,

My true love sent to me

Twelve drummers drumming,

Eleven pipers piping,

Ten lords a-leaping,

Nine ladies dancing,

Eight maids a-milking,

Seven swans a-swimming,

Six geese a-laying,

Five golden rings,

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle-doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree!

So how much does everything cost? Here's a breakdown for each item.

1st Day of Christmas
A PARTRIDGE

COST: $20 (last year: $15)

Also on 1st Day of Christmas

A PEAR TREE

COST: $200 (last year: $150)

2nd Day of Christmas
Two Turtle Doves

Cost: $55 (last year: $40)

3rd Day of Christmas
THREE FRENCH HENS

$30 (last year: $45)

4th Day of Christmas
FOUR CALLING BIRDS

$60 (last year: same)

5th Day of Christmas
FIVE GOLDEN RINGS

$350 (last year: $395)

6th Day of Christmas
SIX GEESE A-LAYING

$240 (last year: $360)

7th Day of Christmas
SEVEN SWANS A-SWIMMING

$5,600 (last year: $4,200)

8th Day of Christmas
EIGHT MAIDS A-MILKING

$52 (last year: $47)

9th Day of Christmas
NINE LADIES DANCING

$4,759 (last year: same)

10th Day of Christmas
TEN LORDS A-LEAPING

$4,414 (last year: $4,285)

11th Day of Christmas
ELEVEN PIPERS PIPING

$2,285 (last year: $2,213)

12th Day of Christmas
TWELVE DRUMMERS DRUMMING

$2,475 (last year: $2,398)

The total cost of 12 days of Christmas in 2008 for your true love? $86,609! An increase of about nine percent from last year's cost of $78,100.


And for those of you who get bored with the song.. you should check out Relient K's version of the 12 Days of Christmas. They do the whole song quickly and add a chorus that says the following:
"What's a partridge? And what's a pear tree? Well I don't know so please don't ask me, but I can be those are terrible gifts to get." It's great.

None of these items are on my Christmas list.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

That's me!

A lady in the sales department at work was just on a call and I overheard her say, "We have one girl in here who is wearing mittens. That's how cold it is today."

That girl with the mittens has also been called "Snow princess." and "Alaska W Gnome."

Monday, December 15, 2008

Rain!

I LOVE THE RAAAAAAAIN! It's been raining all day.. and I don't mean overcast with a chance of drizzle.. or enough to just make the roads wet..it's good and raining outside. Enough rain is happening right now that you have to use your windshield wipers when you drive and you gotta wear a hooded jacket when you're out..ahhhh.. so great. Christmas.. here I come.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Christmas Trees

Up until yesterday I was able to say, "I've decorated 4 Christmas trees this year and notta one of them has been my own." Yesterday my parents got our Christmas tree and it was my job to put the lights on it. Then I had choir practice so couldn't decorate it. By the time I got home last night all the decorations were DONE. So in essence this year.. I can say I decorated 4-1/2 Christmas trees. That's a lot. I'll try and edit this post by adding a pic of our tree later.. when I'm home. Mom, get a picture ready.